diff --git a/content/logbook/millennium-repentance.mdx b/content/logbook/millennium-repentance.mdx new file mode 100644 index 0000000..eb4ab44 --- /dev/null +++ b/content/logbook/millennium-repentance.mdx @@ -0,0 +1,32 @@ +--- +title: "millennium repentance" +published_date: "2026-10-09" +updated_date: "2026-10-09" +description: "thank you, and" +type: "Writings" +--- + +I know;\ +oh my god, I know—\ +I threw up on you and asked you to clean up the mess—\ +and naturally, the consequence is mines. covering my\ +mouth now won't do you any good, and I suppose it's\ +simply a formality to say I'm sorry,\ +I'm sorry—\ +—I'm sorry,\ +I'm so, so sorry. I wanted you to get to know the\ +new me—I really thought I had healed\ +and then proved myself wrong with this\ +mess I've made: there's no changing what's\ +already been done. I wish it wasn't like this\ +but it's not right to take your hand and\ +lead you into the dark—you deserve better,\ +better, better than I could be. oh—\ +is it over? I'll never get a chance to\ +thank you for saving my life. this is\ +goodbye,\ +goodbye,\ +goodbye— + +\ +You know where to find me. If you ever want to talk again, I'll wait for you.